hmm been troubled by certain problems tat seem to plague even every silver lining, and frens aplenty gave their two cents worth and i was left wonderin the outcome of this stalemate and honestli i tried my best to remain in focus of my thoughts but in reality i was simpli a lifeless soul wondering among the living, sad how its easier to live in tat misery than to find a solution...
Thing is i finalli came to a decision and although it seems quite rash and hopefulli i dnt regret this decision i am simpli glad to be rid of havin to be a mere shadow of myself, and with a little luck and gods grace i can start havin fun again...once again the core people whu ahve been wif me thru thick and thin are the very same pals whu were wif me in my times of need, i am loss at how i m to repay but just knw tat i truly appreciate ur care and concern...
Hmm what i am and how i m is determined by me, if u dnt like it stay away from me simple...
I was nice to u n u take advantage of me, karma aint gonna do shit cause i'll do it myself...aniwaes just so u noe i do still care and do still bother....
Okiez...i was thankful to a certain sum1 whu spent her nite waitin on me and spent it carin and worryin for me, it made me realise i ahve sum1 whu is truli sweet enuff to deserve a shout out..
and though i m pissed as hell wif ya now, ur action more than warrants the million thanx and gratitude i have for u.. Nitz i have seen the extremes of ur sweetness n time and time again u make me marvel at the ways u can care for me, u are simpli some1 i have been accustomed to have with me as i go my day thru, i simpli am dependent on ya for a lot of things...well thanks alot for helpin me thru and it was sweet of u...
And to that certain sum1, play wif me at ur own peril, i am a Playa, Not Played With...
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